Now that you're familiar with ruined orgasms and what they mean to you, you have to slowly accept that you simply don't deserve to cum satisfactorily. You are now my little jerk-off slut who is allowed to jerk off for me as often as she wants, but is never allowed to reach a releaseful orgasm. Real sex is taboo for you, your cock will never squirt again, your sperm will just run out of your cock unsatisfied. I, on the other hand, can do whatever I want, do it to myself 5 times a day and fuck until I collapse from exhaustion, only you loser are not allowed to feel any satisfaction anymore!